A bitch or not a bitch, that's the question.

Sometimes I wonder if I was a bloody bad mouth bitch. I have offended tons of people through the things that came out of my mouth. Ok, maybe not tons, but you got what I meant. I really don’t mean to but the things just came out of my mouth.

I just realized that I have befriended some friends or maybe acquaintance in the past few years of my life. Some are not really that close while others were like really friends to me. However, strangely, I don’t find it a miss to lose them as friends. I mean, I kind of know what kind of person they were in the end. And that was the time when I started to say something mean and they kind of like, you know, found out.

I meant every single word I said, but it still reflects a bad side of me. Like, you know a gossiper or whatever you call it. And for that, I wasn’t proud. I wouldn’t want them to know how I think of them in “this” way, if you knew what I mean. This is sort of a cruel thing for them.

But I wasn’t really regretful of what I’ve said because I meant every word I said. Did I repeat that? Ok, move on… So, the point I was trying to get across is. I lost some “friends” whom I don’t really regard them anymore through this channel. But I don’t regret it. So, am I still a bitch? Can anyone answer me? I mean seriously, am I a bitch??