friends?

Friendship seems so difficult to handle. When you are in good terms with a friend, you will think that this friendship could last forever. Or at least for a very long time. However, there seems a particular period that you have to endure in order for this friendship to work. When two friends are close, they could say anything in the whole world. You could be that close, you know? Then suddenly, you were affected by every single minor thing that your friend did to you. Every action she did. Every sentence she said. It’s as though everything she did make you detest her.

Then after the period was over, everything seemed fine again.

This kind of scene happens to me lots of time. I could endure them most of the times. But still, exceptions still happens. I thought that she would be a really good friend. Thought even though she was a pretentious person to the others, she was real in front of me. But no, she was pretentious to me as well. I got tired of defending her. I gave up and I didn’t regret actually. She seemed happy now. Well, I could only wish her well. it is her life after all. Baz always say that it’s people’s life, we can’t say anything. It’s true. We shouldn’t judge in the first place. Maybe the world would be a better place without all the judgment we had on others.

Right now, I seem to have that kind of period with a particular friend. I hope that everything would turn out well. I want to have that friendship. But I hope that person could change because that habit is something which I could not tolerate very well with. Please change, ok?