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I realised. I realised that I should not dwell on the negative things that surround me in the workplace. I should search for something positive in the midst of the negative aurna.

Just having online conversation with Wileen and I must say she calmed me down a lot. Not that because she is reading my blog now. Haha... She reminded me. I have almost forgot that we are supposed to learn something from this attachment. We are learning. Not being cheap labours. Sure there is something that we could learn from this attachment. We just have to find it.

For example; When I finished filing, where do they keep all those boxes of documents? For what is the reason?

I must ask lots of questions. I must be curious to my surrounding. All these could benefit my ipp report. By knowing the process, I may be interested in the work as well. That was what she told me. And those were the things I forgot. I did not focus myself on the positive things in the work I do. Instead, I kept cursing and swearing on other things like their attitudes. But I do not mean I will ignore that tomorrow. Just saying that I would concentrate more on the work, and not the people. I'm sure something interesting would arouse me.

In fact, something unrelated to work has aroused my interest. But I shall not tell you here. (Hint: my favourite topic!) You should have guessed it.

So here I am, persuading myself to be more positive in work and try to be happy in the period of time of attachment. People have came across it. I'm sure I can too. :)